People can be sadistic
People love to see people FAIL,
Sounds sadistic not?
Just take a look at micheal jackson and britney spears.

When it happens,
sometimes, you feel so alone even though you are in a room full of people STARING at you.
Cause they'll just throw in a sympathic look at most,
and then avoid meeting your gaze later when they meet you.

I know how it is to be like to be stuck in a such a senario.

Thus I don't appreciate people who don't have the GUTS to do something,
but then dump gallons upon gallons of freezing cold water upon a person when someone fails to live up to a certain standard.

Cowardance.

Tarc is hosting a band contest called Unplugged on the 29th next month. Today, they had several bands doing live performances. Needless to say, I was there. I have this thing for guys who plays the guitar ahem, okay, BACK to topic Besides, I have friends joining the contest.

When they started playing, the vocals of several groups weren't really at par.Thus, there started a very heated debate between me and aqquaintances.

Mangkuk : Shit la, my dog sings better then this guy.
Cawan : Yalar, he looks like he is screaming into the mike
Pinggan : nolar, more like trying to swallow the mike *sniggers

[all then proceed to snigger]
Me : Give them a break lar, they still have the guts to sing in front of so many people!

Mangkuk cawan and pinggan stare at me in disbelief. Then the neanderthals or more like utensils in this case?? kept quite for awhile, contemplating what I've just said. Lasted for flat 15 seconds before...

Vocalist sang something which went horribly off key 0.o

{snigger, snort, giggle]
Garpu : wahlao, no gas liao! Boo!
Pinggan : He's gonna collape soon!! Run outta battery liao..
Mangkuk : Some one prepare to give the fella a CPR!!!!!! [maniacal laughter]
Me : oi!! I know it was off key la. No need so drama! If not, you take his place la if you man enough!

[all stare at me]
then "aiya, don't be such an idoit la"
"yalo, admit it, it WAS bad"

EVER HEARD OF THE PHRASE, "got nothing better to say, just shuddup?"
okay, so I altered it a bit, but STILL!

I give up.
And the officials wonder WHY people are so unresponsive?

Labels: activity, college, opinion

I've come to a conclusion!
Friendster is EVIL!!!!!

I was supposed to log on just to check my e-mail AND THEN proceed to study accounts. you know, the one taught by Tzma's clone?
It was then suddenly i decided to log on friendster because it has been 124648468 days years since I did really edit anything there..BIG MISTAKE!

So I logged on and spotted the latest updates section.
ADUH. An old friend just updated her profile! *finger twitches

There I was thinking, oh well, a peek won't hurt!
THEN IT STARTED. Okay, first I was viewing someone's profile before suddenly going "eh, this person looks familar la.." *click

Needless to explain,the vicious cycle continued.
TWO HOURS then flew.
goodbye, selamat tinggal,ciao, sayonara, zai jian... whatever.
Point is: Its gone. Never to be redeeemed again.

fuck.
I knew something was wrong with me today when I actually sat down with my sisters to watch high school musical 0.o (c'est annoying stuff)
double fuck
I still haven't touched my accounts YET.
triple fuck
I need to wake up early tomorrow!

SEE?! Do you get my point?!
FRIENDSTER IS EVIL!!
It promotes idleness and lack of productivity.
Insecurity and friend collecting.
Annoying kissy faces of couples
Annoying testimonials from gf/bf
why the hell do you need a testimonial on your love life??!!
(eg.Tons of MuAx MuAx from your lo poh honey baby blueberrypie)

Not to mention ridiculous groups like 'kawaii club'

I shall now start a rebellion against friendster and shall attempt to stop logging on EVER again!
Anyone willing to join me on this noble crusade? :)

Labels: opinion

ATTENTION: I AM NOW OFFICIALLY A STEP CLOSER TO SAVING THE WORLD!



[Kindly insert theme song here tq]

Okayla.. ignore the above hiperbolic (root: hiperbola) sentence. I was just overeating. But still,
I DONATED BLOOD YESTERDAY!



Evidense!

Okay. So what if my iron level was still below 12.5? They let me pass.

So what if I only found out I am an A yesterday?
(I always thought I was an AB.. really cadao moment there)

and so what if the nurses had a heated discussion on whether to let me donate due to the fact they can't find my blood vessels initially?

AND SO WHAT if my blood stopped flowing halfway through the process and the nurse had to do some 'tuning' to get it to flow again? (tuning: twisting the needle consistantly from left to right until blood flows again)

I MADE IT THROUGH!
damn bangga you know?

Knowing that your 350ml 'red packet' will probably help some one out there.
Knowing that you have somehow given back something to society? even if its a little gesture.
Knowing that you are healthy enough to donate?
Knowing that the stupid needles are actually quite painless?

If you think I am going overboard, please kindly ignore me. My euphoria meter is sky high now and probably subside in a few days. Its a good thing seriously. *grins

Labels: activity, college, opinion, personal

Lately my life has been pretty ironic. What I have initially planned to do didn't become a reality. What happened are things that I didn't, and probably couldn't even imagine in my wildest dreams. Like wearing an ala Steven Chow's 'dou san' coat :P Ok. Enough said. You may now close your jaw and subsequently continue to read.

Okay. Thank you.

Irony

Pendahuluan:
Arent students supposed to be less stressed compared to their working counterparts?
So why are students doing bungy jumps off menara alpha without the strings or start swallowing panadols like mad? Yes, it has happened before here.

Isi-Isi:
Yesterday, while chatting to a friend who lives in the tarc hostel, I found out that there is a girl who has been missing since last friday. Apparently, she went off in the middle of the night in her pyjamas without bringing ANYTHING along and vanished like how money dissapears from my purse. POOF!

Then datang itu orang orang besar-besaran to tarc hostel together with all reporters and para pat poh. Yes,tarc hostel was a very 'happening' place at that time.

Halfway through the press conference,her brother found her in KLCC park. WTFness!

Okay. Failing is terrible. It really does make you wanna bite down on your tongue HARD til u taste your own blood. But of course, we THINK, we do not ACT.

I am not saying that exams are not important. They ARE dammit! But not to the extent of killing yourself or going into a missing in action mode. Do you think running away solves EVERYTHING? The most is that you get your pretty face plasted on STAR paper's nation section, and I cannot gurantee if its on the first page. Unless you are a amber chia lookalike/ genius/ connected to some happy people (Yang Bahagia) or maybe your tale is damn controversal, like the mongolian model case. gosh, we DO live in a twisted world after all!

What about your family? They didn't raise you up for 18 years just to see you jump off a building!! What if you are the only child? Can you forgive yourself, EVER, for abandoning your folks due to selfish reasons? CAN YOU?! Even if you have siblings that rival a football team, don't tell me they dont get affected by your actions? Use your common sense people! Problems, sufferings and pain are just part of life's package. But then there is joy,hope,love, triumphs and laughter to make up for that!!

kesimpulan :
Some people should grow a head.

p.s:Sorry about the pendahuluan, isi-isi and kesimpulan. I am having BM lessons later. Need to get the hang of rumusan again. sigh.

P.s.s:despite my life is filled with so much IRON-Y these days, I do not have enough iron in my blood to donate blood. WTF-ness.

P.s.s.s: Sorry for temporarily abandoning my blog. Just so freaking busy lately. Not to say i didn't try. I have things to blog about. But everytime I sit in front of the pc, my whole head goes blank. Tired.

Labels: college, opinion

The world is getting more stupider by the second!!

FIRST, Britney Spears marries the laziest ass of living history AND then decides to divorse him after their second child. Then Datuk Zakaria's Istana followed by the stupid Penang Bridge with NOT one, BUT TWO viewing platforms!!

But today, I just realised that the above forms of moronic self expression is NOTHING compared to ....THIS

EH. SINCE WHEN DID BEING IN NICE FITTING CLOTHES BE DEEMED AS 'SEXY' AND INDECENT?


IS THIS IN ANY WAY INDECENT? gosh, even my mom dresses less conservative la. Shit, does this make my mom EXTREAMLY indecent and sexy? oh fuckness!

Something for someone:

Dear Datuk XYZ,
As a model citizen and all for the past 18 years of my life (I don't drink, smoke, do drugs or indulge in any underground activities), and since that we do live in a free-thinking country which lets ur express our view and opinions RIGHT(?),I think i have a right to disagree.. sry, should I say OUTWARDLY oppose your EXTREAMLY sexist and insensitives views regarding the unfortunate CCTV footage of New Straits Times journalist Melissa Darlyne Chow's thighs at a council meeting.

Sir, in my honest opinion, if your opinion is to be taken to account, serial molesters would openly grope people openly ANYWHERE and still be forgiven on the basis that "oh well, she asked for it, she was being too sexy for her own good. I was just giving her ahem.. a warning, you know just what a good citizen should do to another fellow citizen."

Rapists would plead not guilty on the accounts that " she was seducing me with her so very very tiny little black dress. I am in fact THE TRUE VICTIM of the slut!" To which,the judge would say:" Yes, agree. Burn her at the stake as dawn breaks tomorrow!ahem.. before you do so, please send her to my hotel room tonight and I'll see that she will be punished accordingly. *glee

I know you are entitled to your own opinion and thus I respect that. But is this going a bit too overboard don't you think? How would you like if someone who was caught stared at your daughter's ass said that she deserved it because her ass looks damn good in jeans? Would you feel flattered because someone complimented your daughter or you would want to punch the idoit's face in? I'd think you'd go for the latter. No human is THAT insensitive.

Thank you very much for your time and patience. Your attention is of course greatly appreciated.

Yours sincerly,
[insert name]

PEOPLE. They complain when you don't dress up, they complain when you dress in wrong size, they complain when you wearing color that doesn't suit your skin color/body size.. they complain and COMPLAIN. Like that might as well no need clothes. Just start running around wearing little pieces of leaves like our dear ancestors, adam and eve. Enviromental. Easy to obtain. Free size somemore so no need to diet. AND you can go shopping every single day without maxing your credit card! How cool is that?!!

But now trees also scarce liao. What shall we do for clothes by then? Run around naked?

Let me get this straight.
We are matured, foward thinking adults RIGHT?
(little kids go play far far with your lego sets)

DO you think we are advancing to the 21st century or are we rapidly deteriorating back to the stone ages AGAIN?

p.s: when I say stone age, I do not mean the Flintstone's kind of stone age.

Labels: opinion

Had a long, thoughtful,matured and insightful chat with a good friend today regarding the release of the latest MCR album and the way most of their songs deal with the taboo topic-DEATH.

So naturally I'm going to blog about:

Death
It is mysterious and ever so elusive. It swoops down upon us without us letting us know about its presence and then suddenly snatches one of our loved ones from our grasp. Death is always a winner. No matter how hard we try to hold on, it will always emerge victorious in a battle with men.

Death is feared yet sacred. Just the mere mention of the word in a room with elders causes the room temperature to drop drastically. FAST. Some squirm. Some fidget while some pretend that nothing had been uttered.

Why is death so feared when it is a part of life? After all, those who had lived before us had died and those who are living will eventually follow as well. Evading has never ever been a option.

Truth is,most of us are actually afraid of the process of dying instead of actual death. Dying has always and will always be associated with pain, suffering and illness.

Then again,it could also be quick and painless. READ.



1)Grand Aunt
Quickest and probably the most freakiest way to die. She died while walking on a beach back in china. AND of all things that could have killed her eg tsunami/
tidal wave/typhoon she had to be killed by a piece of falling coconut. wtfness.

When my mom first told me about this story, I went through a phrase of looking up at coconut trees as I walked under them. I still do sometimes. Just in case.


2)Some relative. I think its one of my distant uncles.
He died a happy man after winning a round of mah jong at the ripe old age of 50+.Laughed his way to death. Died of heart attack.
Note: mah jong is counted as an extreme sports for those above 50 years old.


3)Grand uncle.
Died while watching his favourite television program. My grand aunt was with him when she suddenly heard a peculiar noice that sounded like a crack. When she inspected him, she found out he was already dead.


4)Another of my grand uncle
Went to sleep and never woke up the next morning. Just terus die liao. 0.o

Yes, all these people are directly related to me by blood. And yes, my dear friend predicted that I'd probably 'go' in a weird way like all my ancestors did. can be
inherited one meh?

okay. So coconut is ok. BUT WHAT IF DURIAN LE?
I hope I will just be like my grand uncle and sleep his way to death. Safe and comfortable la wei.

Labels: amusing

Fear of being lazy.

With rob thomas seranading voice in the background, the cloudy weather and having no one in the living room,thus forcing me to display
enough productivity to make a pig proud. ISH.

Blame it on the weather. Cloudy rainy days make me feel laid back and sleepy. Thank god I am not born in england. like that sure die lo.

Okay la. AT LEAST did something rather productive today which I think hopefully enriches my knowledge and perspective of the crazy beings around us.

I VISITED www.phobialist.com

AND I READ THE WHOLE LIST. hahaha!!! damn panjang you know?
and went like wtf-ed wtf-ed and WTF-ED!!
here are some wtf-ed phobias what would make you go wtf and wonder wtf is wrong with world.

Air swallowing- Aerophobia.
huh? why would you wanna swallow AIR to begin with?

Body, things to the left side of the body- Levophobia.
Body, things to the right side of the body- Dextrophobia.
0.o imagine a person with this problem driving... then imagine him/her driving in taiping or batu pahat town.

Bathing- Ablutophobia.
this is so gross.

Beautiful women- Caligynephobia
yup. Who wouldn't after watching Malaysia's most beautiful?

Being close to high buildings- Batophobia
afraid of depressed suicidal people falling on you if you go too near huh?

Dreams, wet- Oneirogmophobia.
omg! You aint getting a comment for this.

Eating or food- Sitophobia or Sitiophobia.
I think nicole richie can relate to this.

Erect penis- Medorthophobia.
HAHAHAHAHA! and you would think most people would prefer their 'friend' to be
upward bound? :P

Pope- Papaphobia.
....... why papa? Isn't that what you call your DAD?

Money- Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia
ahem. If anyone of you have this depressing, uncurable and no doubt really
unbearable phobia, please feel free to call my toll-free hotline which is
open 24 hours a day and i'll gladly take the burden off your chest :)

Good news, hearing good news- Euphobia.
WTH!

666, number- Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia
Please take a deep breath before saying this.

EXACTLY!!!

Thankfully, some made sense to me:

School, going to school- Didaskaleinophobia.
Spaces, confined- Claustrophobia.
Tests, taking- Testophobia.

weird thing is, there is nothing about fear of maths or add maths!!!


IF YOU LIKE THE whole list, you can buy it somemore!

I dunno why anyone would buy it. Stare at it everyday and decide that 'oh yes, I am actually testophobic, claustophobic, didaskaleinophobic, isolophobic and Atychiphobic' YAY!

Hmmph.. but only for the US. What la, is the person suffering from Xenophobia?

Labels: amusing, websites

FAITH.

A simple five letter word really. But somehow it evokes many feeling within a person. With faith, there is hope. Faith helps us through tough times in ways which a parent or friend can't. Cause faith comes from within us. Faith is not religion. It is a believe in something or someone. Its doesn't mean that when you have faith, heavens will shine its holy light uponth thou and bequeth thou with all the splendors life has to offer. Nor will you start glowing luminously like a neon bulb against the starry night sky.

Too much faith in someone is suicidal. Too little would mean you distrust the said person.

Finding the right balance is tough. I learnt this today. Some one who i once had so much faith in had in fact had put me down. On the other hand, some one who I once doubted had risen tremendously well to the occasion. Its weird really. Faith is so subjective.

I had a whirlwind of a day today. I just can't seem to understand how things have turned out in the end. These are one of the days where you sit back at the end of the day feeling stunned about the unexpected turn of events. Yes, its a good thing really. Just everything is so ironic. Just when you had though life is predictable, fate throws in something that totally so shocking you simply cant imagine about it in your wildest, maddest dreams or nightmares

I know I am being weird. Bear with me. I know these things happen to all of us once in awhile really.

Besides, for those who know me very well, you all would know it probably takes ALOT to stun me. I've been though alot. So I really dont get stunned so easily. But today is really WEIRD.

Labels: personal

OMG!!I have become an eyewitness for a hit and run case!

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Aiyo.
If you are gonna believe every single thing that is written on the web, especially if it’s written by me, you’d get into BIG problems. SERIOUSLY, trust me on this. No pun intended.

Okayla, this is actually the truth.
I SAW A HIT AND RUN CASE TODAY.

Case report:

Eyewitness: mei kay and several other people who prefer to remain anonymous
Victim: a brand new Toyota Camry
The culprit: A jeep driven by a student
Location: Taman Bunga Raya, Kuala Lumpur

No one, with the exception of the victim’s wallet was hurt. The stupid driver actually was so bad at driving, he rammed into the toyota’s rear when he tried to navigate his vehicle out from an alley. Then he turned around to have a look at the damage he made and then proceeded to hit the road- FAST, leaving the poor owners of said Toyota stunned. The rear lights were damaged and the car bonnet was scratched.

WTH? Tell me what’s wrong with the world now?

Since when is it fine to just drive around recklessly, then proceed to ram into peoples car, look and admire the damage you done, and then drive away happily into the starry night? Even if you are a poor student, you still need to pay up and own up if you are wrong. It’s the right thing to do dammit. Driving away is not.

Moral of the story: If driving skills not up to par, DO NOT DRIVE A HUGE VEHICLE. unless your father owns bank Negara

Labels: college, coursemates, housemates, opinion

DOOMED!

Attention ladies and gentlemen,
I AM OFFICIALLY DOOMED!
So doomed, I'd like to find the hardest piece of concrete in Tar college to ram my head into. Or bungy jump off KLCC using raffia string as protection

Okay.. perhaps I'm over reacting.
But I am human, I react when I am provoked damnit.

AND my accounts tutor this semester has done EXACTLY that. So what if she is young, slim and was one of the best students in her time? She probably has an EQ of a tadpole for all I care. AND she expects us to have an mental absorbancy of a sponge! even spongebob can't do that. and he's a sponge dammnit! When we request her nicely to explain the answer again, she gave us a look which looks remarkably like an ah long when you tell him you have no money to return to him *gulp*

Its not only that. She complicates even the simplest question. Half a page of working for what? An ojective question.

Speaking of objective questions, EVER HEARD OF AN OBJECTIVE QUESTION PRESENTATION??!
ah.. yes, I can imagine the scandalized looks on your face when you see this. BE SCANDALIZED. This is indeed an act of pure monstrosity. Atrocius! WTF is wrong with the woman?

scary thing is, she has this really "lala" voice. High pitched and shrill. Like a little kid's. Reminds me of Tzma, the evil skinny thing in The emperor's new groove,in her evil/cute kitty form.
Evil things DO come in cute packages. So don't be fooled people!


number 14th villian on disneys best villian!!

Gosh I can't believe i have to be in her class for this whole semester.

Please, can some one kidnap her for two months? Just two months. I am not asking for too much am i??Please please PLEASE? I promise I'll be a good girl and not utter any profanity for a month if you do so :)

Labels: college

Guess who's back?

Sequels are usually used as tools of greedy producers to further cash in on the latest craze. The phenomena is pretty widespread lately with the release of sequels such as Spiderman , X-men , pirates of the carribien.. the list goes on!

Most of them live up to the expectation of the masses. Some just flop miserably.

I thought I had saw everything until I SAW THIS VIDEO. OMG! Are these people so desperate to earn some fast cash?! I mean, the idea is just so freaking ridiculous.
Check this out.



TITANIC TWO WEI!!
As in the "I jump, You jump" Titanic.
The one with the most overplayed song of ALL TIME.

Shocking.Scary.They froze Jack up and then decided to DE-FROST him like a piece of Ramly burger. Then they served him nice and fresh and all de-frosted to the New York police. Not to mention the US army.

BLOODY HELL. This is a movie go-er's nightmare. My coursemates and I were just so flabbergasted after watching the trailer which one of my housemate downloaded that we just SAT in front of the computer staring at the blank screen for a whole 10-15 seconds.

HAHA! That bad huh?

SO..THANK GOODNESS ITS A HOAX!! A VERY VERY realistic looking one mind you. I actually believed it at first but after pondering over it for awhile, I checked you tube and found out it was fake! HAHA! The scenes are taken out from various movies. But dammit, the guy really looked like the REAL leornardo!! Kena fooled!!

I am glad that Jack is dead. And yes the idea of him being DE-FROSTED freaks me out. 0.o!!!

Labels: amusing, coursemates, youtube

Kena Tagged


Mandy tagged me.

3 hobbies

>drawing
>reading
>surfing the net

3 things on my to-do list

>short term goal: sleep
>moderate term goal: learn to read and write a foreign language. Either Japanese/Spanish
>long term goal: to be bloody rich AND marry mike shinoda :)

3 unique traits

>Sometimes can be so serious that I can scare the pants off you. But when,I'm MAD.
>Many people told me they think I'm 21 and a malay. 0.o
>I have very small feet for a person who is 165 cm. size 4 or 5

3 favourite drinks

>caffiene is love
>Milo ais
>iced tea

3 passions

>music
>movies
>blogging

3 awesome movies

>Interview with a vampire
>I Not stupid/I not stupid too
>LoTR

3 good bands

>Linkin park. They rock my world!
>Evenescence
>Nickleback. Love Chad Kroger's voice!

3 things I am anal about

>fake hypocritical plastic human beings
>shallow and over materialistic people
>fake accents. They. are. annoying. as. hell.

3 random guy

>Jia Horng (housemate)
>Edward (housemate) cause they so happen to be in the living room as well
>the proton iswara driver who drove me and some friends home just now. Forgot his name.

3 bad habits

>I get distracted very easily
>I forget names very fast
>my lateness

3 painful experiences

>shifting back here and beginning everything all over again.
>being repeatedly scolded 'stupid' for a solid few months by my primary teacher in front of my classmates. Please, its wasn't easy being a "banana" when you are in a chinese school. She shut up when I got myself in top five.
>spending chrismas in a hospital.

3 treasured moments

I treasure all the moments given to me in this life. Thus i shall choose not to answer this.

3 goals before 30

>visit the Japan/Orlando disneyland
>have my own car AND house
>two words: bungy jumping

3 favourite desserts

>any dessert that is made of chocolate. preferably cold.(like ice-cream)
>laici ais
>pulut hitam

3 people I tag

>aimee
>zhi zheng
>yu bin


I feel stuffed. I just went to a shop called Kedai Talipon in Genting Klang for a buffet dinner. Yes they have FOOD. LOADS AND LOADS OF IT.

Weird huh?

Labels: tag