Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Transparency.

I seem to be in a perpetual war with myself recently. Its almost ridiculous. What I dont get is having really random people telling me I am smart when I'm walking around all day thinking that I need to grow a second brain because I often find myself constantly overwhelmed by everything that is happening around me.

So, I question myself where my priorities lay. And I get stuck trying to decide.

The only conclusion that I can make out of this is that- perhaps, just perhaps the problem I am facing is also what most people of our generation is facing. Is that we want everything to be instant. We stuff ourselves with instant food and get high on the ideas of instant gratification and success.

Everything is now, fast and immediate.

The moment we get behind the steering wheel, we want to reach our destination. The moment our internet lags, we wanna smash our modems into fine dust. The moment we see the next hot person, we wanna dump the one next to us. The moment we think our job sucks, is the moment we shall resign.

Sorry that my thoughts are scattered all over the place today, i am kinda frustrated at how things are going on. To tell the truth, I just wanna do something stupid and extremely destructive right now.

Namothasabragavathoarathosamasabuddhasa.
Ohhhhm.........

posted by hiddenmcky at 4:43 AM 2 comments

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Life shouldnt be so dramatic.


....and people should spend less time worrying and arguing.
Instead they should start noticing their surroundings.


Hello uncle, lei hou mou?

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ps: No I do not stalk uncles.
beach pics will be up later as they are all stucketh in my hometown pc T_T

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Yesterday- I took a break from reality.
I wish it lasted.

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Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Irrelevant

We have always been told to pursue the things we are passionate about- it is our right as individuals. But in real life, not many people do. If it means pursuing your own dreams will somehow effect the happiness of others as a whole, would the happiness you gain from pursuing what you want cover the guilt and consequences you have to bear?

We have always been told to be nice. But we have never been told that being nice, although might be the right thing to do, is hardly always the smart thing to do. So people are always left with the same age old dilemma: do the right thing that is so absofuckinglutely dumb or do the smart BUT horrible thing?

We have always been told that money is not everything. But then when we switch on our tv we see flo rida sitting in his sport car with barely naked ladies dancing around fanning their double Ds with thick wads of cash. And we think hmmm. Then we switch channels and you see the pope walking around in his pair of red prada. What are they trying to tell us?? What?

We have always been told that looks do not matter. The truth is that,hot looking people get away with so much more than plain janes of the world. Not to say that society is entirely shallow, brains do matter to a certain extent. If you have brains to go with the looks, you can get away with a murder or two. Or three, if that pleases you sir.

We have always been told to always respect our elders, their opinions and actions. But then god never made humans in the way that only the responsible are only able to breed.

We live by the laws governed by our countries, we live by the rules our parents have brought us up with, we live by the rules society has set on us and the opinions our peers have towards us.

In life, so many things.. so many rules are stupid and they dont apply, but yet we follow them anyway. Its like those times when you are stuck at an empty junction and the light is red. You know its stupid to wait because the road is empty, but you pull the handbreak anyway, all the while silently cursing the hidden camera. But you abide.

It is like my writing, you might not think that my thoughts are relevant to your life, yet you read anyway. Because you feel reading something from a stranger is less real than reading something written by someone you know.

HAHA I shall abruptly end this now.
Sorry this is awkward for you as it is for me.

It feels good to finally write something.
Relevant or not.

Cheers.

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

Webcamwhore.

Over enthusiastic over new skill learnt- sticking on fake lashes.
XD

Actually Im a very busy person.

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Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Rush.

People tell me Im doing fine.
Sometimes I tell myself that too, although with less conviction.
I am doing fine?

I really miss my security blanket.
But something tells me its gone forever.
And I used to think growing up was fun.

posted by hiddenmcky at 12:20 AM 6 comments

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Helo! I have streamyx!

Although it is faulty and makes me procrastinate on my assignments, Im fine with it. Anyway, no more small talk, since I do not have anything that will remotely interest you to discuss anyway. So there.

Snippets of life: Klang
, Little India

The weather was awesome, I had spare time.
So I took an hour stroll around town two weeks back :)


the wire -_-
End.

Til the next time lah. This noob still has alot to learn. Didnt realize the complexities of DSLR settings prior to this. But Im fine with that :)

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