We all had that experience. The one where you walk out of the exam hall, meet a friend who was lamenting non stop about how they were going to set an all time low failure rate.. only when the results came out, they passed with all the flying colors of the rainbow. And you, who didn’t complain even the slightest bit eventhough you had your insecurities and doubts.. did worse.

Yes, very WTF-ing.

I get frustrated at those who dramatize their perfectly ok existence. so everyone steps on shit from time to time. so what? it doesn’t mean the world is out to get you. excuse me for my lack of sympathies. I have none for those who purposely throw themselves into a pool of shit and try to make the world feel sorry for them.

oh shut up its not all about you. don’t you know negativity is contagious?

I am not comparing my issues against yours. its just silly to compare issues anyway. but seriously, lighten up. the last time I checked, aliens aren’t en-route to earth to kidnap our world leaders, an asteroid isn’t headed our way, the ice caps haven’t fully melted and pandas are still in existence.

Grass is always greener on the other side.

Thinking back to when i was 10. I have always wanted to be 20.

Each time i see a bunch of cheh cheh walk past me,bouncy-radiant-pretty-confident, I'd get this pangs of pure green envy. I would tell myself "i want to be 20 too. i want to sleep at any time i wish. perhaps go without sleep for a whole day. eat chipsmore on the bed without having my mom to nag about me making a mess. and eat as much ice cream and chocolate as i want. and and anndd best of all adults would actually start listening to me. wouldn't that be really cooooool ?"

(big round watery eyes)

naivety is so cute.

now i am 20. and i realised that perhaps, just perhaps. all the cheh cheh which i have envied were probably faking the whole bouncy-radiant-pretty-confident aura. i get to sleep at anytime i wish now. sometimes i dont sleep. i can eat chipsmore on my bed now but i dont. cause i dont want to share my bed with the ants. i can eat as much chocolate and ice cream as i want but then i eat a little. cause i found out that they can make me fat :( anndd the adults listen to what i say now. and then tell me to stop acting like an irresponsible kid. wtflah totally not cool.

a few months ago, my 8 year old cousin sis told me: "i want to be like cheh cheh next time"
(big round watery eyes)


ok not so big and round...but the awww effect still intact.

i smile. and thought
"hoho. wait til you turn 20"

Just random shots i took while walking around while in besut town and the beach. Thought I'd share some of my favorite shots here :)

besut-very sleepy old town.

morning sunshine at the shops. i love the colors of the buildings here. so quaint!

boulevard.

the shoes matches the sea

jeans as well.

morning panorama heavily photoshop-ed.

seen through the floaty thing.

paradise defined.

MYVI!

praise to coke.

flip flop and mats

empty in the morning.

outdoor dining.

sunset.

thats it. now i am off to rearrange my rather confusing life.

to a dear friend: thanks again for always being there to listen to my little misadventures for two years. from life to studies to guys to random things. eventho i might have been an idiot at times. you know who you are. thank you. and i shall try not to fall back into my habit of thinking too much. finish your assignments before you enter strip clubs k :P

You're at perhentian.

I know this is an ugly picture in comparison to all the ugly pictures I take. All you see is sand, abit of weird stick poking out of the sand, aimee's red bag, the sea, the hill of the opposite island and abit of some random angmoh's foot.

(yawn)

But I like this picture. Somehow.Because this is the picture of the spot I lay down for hours three afternoons ago and gaze at the lazy pace of perhentian life.

membaca itu amalan mulia

dan stylish.

To some point we were seriously considering that we were one of the most hyper people on the beach besides pablo the-only-kid-on-the-beach.

fat naked baby belongs to the other beach.
perhentianians learn to walk with that thing. cute riight?

(insert big round eyes)

We were the only chinese people on the beach as well. The other bunch were afraid of the sun and hid in their rooms. perhaps getting wasted on booze in the afternoon. kinda redundant lah. whats the point of heading off to a beach and run away from the sun?

Not very penny wise if you ask me.
Oh well, whatever rocks their boat.

my hair. the mat.

her tattoo. the bikini that matches with the trees.
i am considering getting one done when i hit 21.


her flower. the sea.

us with the quaint looking board.

yipin's going solo.

what she does when she is not stalking jesus or whale lovers.

sunny.

the happy one and the sexy back.

amazing racing.

fulamak camwhoring on canoe tougher than you think.

class of perhentian 08.

top: freddie. angelin. yi pin
bottom: mei kay. aimee. kah hoe.

Wouldnt it be nice to wake up everyday to the serenading sounds of the sea? To have the fresh sea breeze in your face and soft white sand in your toes wherever you go? To take a swim with the fishes whenever the urge kicks in? To just lay around stoning at the ever changing hues of the horizon all day with no one to chivvy you around with a long to do lists with promises of responsibility and adult-ish choices.

And who knew oasis's wonderwall is the best song to play by the beach?

How orgasmic. and oh so romantique.
Escapism. It feels so nice. And oh how the sea breeze clears one's head.

the groom. the pastor. and the bride.

telur
stellar


yipin and angelin for cuti cuti malaysia.

someone said freddie looks like an island pimp in this photo.

with the one who sleeps like a dead fish.

we are chinese.

peter stuyvesant model wannabe.

An idoits guide on how to be emo by the beach:

budak emo 1: angelin

budak emo 2: freddie

budak emo 3: yipin

double dose of emo.
eh, i swear i wasnt drawing anything obscene.

ohhm..sunrise.

more pictures when i finish editing them.
off color lah some.

oh yeah, tesco is selling novels at really cheap prices. between 7-20 ringgit. some of the stuff is pretty good. oh happyness! go grab!

::mk and aim-2 years ago::

by the time you are reading this, i'll be at perhentian.
hello white sands and sunny skies!
=)