Tuesday, August 26, 2008


Ice cream girls and badminton players

And she spewed her innards on the world wide web, left it there for a few days to be certain that it will be read by those who actually mattered and then proceeded to dump everything back into her drafts. Just because.

Hate is a strong word. But I really really dont like transition periods. It is this almost endless limbo filled with the constant lingering feeling of doubts. The constant need to crawl back into our own comfort zones. The intense guilt of throwing away precious time by doing nonsense.. or even worst- nothing. The cautious choices we make while subconsciously wondering where have our balls rolled off to? The uncertainty- wondering if you dont do this or that, then you. are. doomed.for. eternity.

And of course the raw almost hopeful way of looking at matters. trepidation- the urge to get out and do this and that. now. this instant. Always impatient for the next thing to happen. The next person you'll meet. The places you will go. We are too young to be callous yet too old to believe in fairy tales. Too eager to grow up. Too determined to prove something. be someone. In a rush to go somewhere but not exactly sure where. Instant gratification, like 3 minute youtube videos, becomes strangely enticing.

Just because.

But its okay right? Cause you'll never be able to predict what will happen next anyway. Yesterday was a fine example: I woke up in the morning and never did know I did expect that I'd be told by the ice cream girl that this recently famous badminton player was standing not more than several meters behind me. Buying deodorant. Of all the things in the world =.='''

We took pictures btw. This is the ice cream girl and the badminton player anyway. I dont wanna post my picture up cause it'd what a crazy fangirl would do. haha. Anyway, he seems nice except still unused to his new found status.

Me and the ice cream girl never got to ask him a very important question: Why was he in klang?

Maybe KL ran out of deodorant.

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Thursday, August 21, 2008

Wawasan 20.

Ini untuk saudari angelin di kangarooland.

Calendar Girl aku untuk hari ini.

Harap ini dapat memulihkan senyuman pada wajahmu. Dan mari kita semua teruskan usaha untuk mencari langit yang berwarna macam paddlepop :)

Selamat datang ke kelab 20!

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

THE top reason why I still think Malaysia (masih?) Boleh.


Who: Avril. She Got Canceled!
When: 19th august
How: The PAS people, who else can be capable of such nonsense.
Why: Too sexy.

What?!

Comments: Seriouslylah, dont these people have other more um. important things to do? Like..RUN A COUNTRY? Fight corruption? Salvage our education system?

The top reason why I think Malaysia masih boleh: Because lee chong wei got silver in the olympics.

And you know whats ironic?

While Mr Lee was trying so hard to bring some glory to our humble bolehland, some silly people are holding banners and protesting against how unfair it is to let other kinds of people akin to Mr Lee into their holy university.

Shame on you people.
Keep Thy Holy Property, we see no need to stepth forth into it.

Bloody university teknologi mundur.
(credit: www.darnmalaysia.com)

You know what, they can continue to wrap their birds in sarongs and joget in nightclubs til kingdom come. While tradition is important, acceptance of changes is vital. And you know what they say about the theory of evolution: Those species that cant adapt will dwindle and eventually cease to exist. Extinction doesnt sound fun really.

Oh well.

Malaysia boleh!!!!

My prediction: Milo drinkers will soon find themselves staring at Mr Lee's triumphant face on their milo tins every morning. Vair vair inspiring stuff. Mr Lee Milo tins.

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Monday, August 18, 2008

These little random things.

If anyone were to ask me is there a way for someone to be able to see things in a different perspective in a few days, I'd tell them not to see a therapist, but insist on them to try to get a random promoting job and let the magic of reality do the rest, really.

So yeah, thats what I have been doing recently for weekends, while waiting for the next step.

Morning makeup sessions.

Grumpy clown and delirious kid decked out in their stripy best.

What to do when your kid gets too huge for the pram.

Balloons and twins are such joy inducing things.

Locker room blues.

Some stories I have come across: There's this woman who was sad cause her monthly pay was cut from a measly 700 to 500. This girl who is the same age as my sister who was forced to stop schooling cause.. I dont know cause its just something you just cant ask people okay.

Such happenings make one wonder where has the kindness in the world seeped to :(

Hell being commercialized.
(hell set? wtf)

I love this pair of shoes but they hurted me wtf.

So I endured one day before giving in and limping off to buy another pair.
Gosh the stupid things one do for the sake of pretty things.

Amidst all the talk about prices and commissions, there are light hearted moments such as two chinese conversing in bahasa melayu for two days cause one of the chinese girl was dumb enough to think that the other chinese girl was a malay girl. And the chinese girl didnt bother to correct the other chinese girl.

I was the dumb one btw.

She was a quarter indonesian and thus looks a great deal like a malay. She also speaks amazing bahasa. She doesnt speak mandarin. How was I to know?

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

Say what you need to say.

Sometimes I think the weight of unsaid words rests far more heavily on ones conscience more than words said wrongly. When you say things wrongly, you can apologize. You can feel guilty. You can either be embarrassed or be thick about it. And then one nice morning, you wake up, have a nice cup of coffee and suddenly see the humorous side of matters. Then secretly laugh at yourself at being such an idiot. Or you can comfort yourself that you are wiser now.

Unsaid things are different. cause they just keep you wondering. Sometimes, longer than you'd like.

And you know what is the worst part? Perhaps, just perhaps- there are people who are waiting to listen patiently to what you have to say.

You just never said it.

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Disney Vs Reality.

Just the other day I had an old classmate who typed: BF wanted!! on her msn message. It really was brave. and hilarious. And really out of ordinary. Though really I dont think she had gotten the response she wanted. I mean, what do you expect people to do? Nudge you and say "pick me pick me pleeease pick me"

highly unlikely. Unless you are ambergoddamngorgeouschia. or jenifferohlookatmyasslopez.

It got me thinking, really. Its like suddenly everyone around me is getting attached or talking about getting attached or just killing themselves from the effort of trying to get attached.

Not to say anything, but I am really happy for those people who are really sincerely kepala over kaki over each other it seems almost fairy tale-like minus the corniness and random breaking into songs-ness. But there are some people who I shall not mention who I seriously question as to what their actual motives are.

Take for example: Here are some of the things I have heard before
"fat girls are easier cause they lack confidence"
"get a stupid gf, easier to manipulate"
"get a rich bf, preferably one who is already working, so he can pay for everything.'

Now if these statements are said in a happy-sing-song way which gives me the impression that the person is joking, I wouldnt have been so shocked. But believe me when they are said seriously, in a worldly tone as if they were divulging some sort of ancient wisdom ala kama sutra.

Like. What. The. Hell.

But then again, maybe I have been OD-ing too much on disney cartoons in my childhood that I am kinda oblivious to certain ugly realities which walt disney old man wouldnt want little minds to understand.

Think of all the possibilities.

Can you imagine sleeping beauty sleeping with random wrinkly old kings because size matters? The size of their phallus palace.

Or snow white waking up with a hangover one day only to find herself among seven naked dwarves? Heigh Ho. Heigh Ho. (Its a song sung by the dwarves, really! go google it)

Or rapunzel getting sick of random weird men asking her if they could hump her hair she decided to shave it all off and be a nun.

Or perhaps ariel's people are actually the byproduct of horny people and dolphins.

But then again I wonder, if disney were to incorporate real world issues into their cartoons and expose them to young minds, would things have been different?

Hmm. Despite my rare efforts to hide my random dirty mindedness and my slightly unusual way of looking at matters, I actually do find myself more saner than alot of people out there.

Which goes to say, with all due respect dear sirs and madams, I am a good kid who dont smoke. I drink but I have always taken great care to never get drunk. I know gay people but I think I am okay. Heck I am so good I havent even stepped into a club before okay.

Not to say I am proud of it and think myself as a superior being. LOL. And then take on an almost martyr-like disdain to other people's habits. Everyone's entitled to their opinions and beliefs after all. Who am I to preach?

But neither I am ashamed. But sometimes I wonder, if the level of ones maturity is measured based on how many times they get drunk, or get shagged, or by having such a great number of flings that they run out of toes and fingers to keep track of them, then I'd say that alot of people need serious therapy.

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Sunday, August 10, 2008

You're so vain. You'd think this post is about you*
*unless you're name is aimee lee.

Woman turned 19 today!!
wtf still so young!! Semua already masuk club 20 and you still stuck with -teen.

Haha and you'd think I would forget about your auspicious day? Fat chance.

So jangan merajuk cause I didnt sms you. cause you are unworthy of a simple "happy birthday woman!! all the best in your future undertakings. May all your wishes come true! :) "

Figured you are worthy of something more than a short 3 cent digi friends and family sms. cause you are as awesome as that.

haha.

To the one with the name with many ees, thanks for spreading your awesomeness. for your super tight hugs. for listening to my stories all night. for those ridiculous gapen books which we filled up cause we were bored in class in form 4. for the weird john in pond poem recitals. for organizing holidays. for keeping in touch.

take care my friend. wish i am able to help you in your predicament by brewing you a cup of delicious coffee or .. something. Lousy friend huh.. But really, I hope things do turn for the better. And next time if you want to backpack to some random place on earth, or co-open a shop to sell strange shirts and shoes to equally strange people, find me. Even if it is to the tiny island down south.

I'll end this with a cliched message: Woman! All the best in your future undertakings. May all your wishes come true. May your next 19 years be as awesome as the first nineteen! :D

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Thursday, August 07, 2008

Peer Pressurized.

What people think about you. What people think about what you do. What you like. Why you like doing the things you like. What they think about the things you say. how you said the things you said. to whom was the message conveyed to and the way you said it. The things you have. The things you think you want to have cause everyone has it. The places you need to go. The things you need to do and the things you need to say cause thats what everyone's been saying and doing.

Sometimes I think peer pressure dictates our actions and choices more than we can ever fathom.

Dont get me wrong, I am not on a crusade to enlighten people about how different we are. Not so noble lol. Besides I think people are actually more alike than we like to think we are. Sure, we have our subcultures even in Malaysia. We have our fair share of ah lians, ah bengs, mat rempits, minah rempits. Then of course we have the bananas and coconuts. But really, its true!

I mean, people are generally narcissistic creatures. They worry about themselves alot. They worry about whether they are fat. Whether they are rich. Or handsome. Or pretty. Or smart. Or cool. Or why is everyone around them thinner richer handsomer prettier smarter and cooler then them. Aiks.

And of course, if they are really free, they worry about that stubborn pimple that wont seem to fade away despite applying liberal amounts of cream. Or about the darn cellulite that refuse to be exfoliated. Oh yeah, and they worry what others think about them too.

And the others? They are probably worrying about themselves and what you are thinking about them.

Which brings us to conclude that- Everyone is probably worrying too much about themselves and what you think of them to think about you obsessively. Unless of course they are secretly in love with you. But that is another story lah. So this is why we shouldnt be so obsessed about what people think and focus on what we think more. Unless of course the other person really make a whole lot of sense.
Hm deep stuff I know. But I have recently subjected myself to asking and listening to alot of different opinions and thoughts on a certain matter that I sometimes get slightly nauseous from digesting all the input.

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Tuesday, August 05, 2008

The Dell and Lenovo story.
An educational piece for the cantonese speaking.

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Dell. Read it slowly and in a deeper tone. Then read lenovo really fast.
Now, read both of them together that way.

Dell Lenovo

Dell Lenovo

Dell Lenovo

Dell Lenovo

haha omgwtf.

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According to my colleague who has worked for PC fair many many times already, this is why the lenovo crew were silent on the last day of the fair while everyone else was going mad. They probably been warned by their superiors not to holler.

The dell crew were more clueless. Or their senior apparently forgot to warn them. Or probably were being cheeky. This is what happened.

All of the Dell promoters: "dell" "dell" "dell"
Suddenly some smart guy went Deeeeeeeelllllll.

The hall suddenly went silent.
Then people from toshiba, sony, acer,microsoft and benQ started clapping and laughing.

Needless to say, the smart guy was smacked by the people around him.
And the Dell crew remained silent after that.

End of the dell lenovo story.
My blog so educational kan? :D

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Monday, August 04, 2008

This week.
A photoblog.

Yes, I am lazy, and not feeing particularly ranty, creative nor philosophical. Neither do I wish to spew my innards out on the world wide web.

Hence, a photoblog on what I have been up to this week.

1. I commuted with other commuters.

2. Got hopelessly hooked on cornetto/chocolate mcflurries and KLCC's rotiboy

3. Took alot of random pictures.

4. Met up and bumped into some old faces. Went swimming. Yum char.


5. Met up with many new faces and names. Became less of a tech idiot. Harassed showgirls about the methods of growing tall (basketball. loads of it). Discovered extreme niceness, nastiness and boredom. Got sick of people questioning my cinaness. Realised that if you read "Dell" in a slower and deeper tone, it sounds like a cantonese swearword.


6. Read. Two same colored books back to back. Despite being of same color, funnily enough the stories were very contradictory. Curious incident of the dog in the nighttime is rather dark and disturbing, is a fiction, extremely popular and written by a foreign author. A backpack and abit of luck is funny and warm and is more like a travellog. It was just something I grabbed off the library shelf and is written by a local author. malaysia bolehness!

Both are did not disappoint me btw.

8. Learned how to use eyepencil without poking myself in the eye. No picture cause you'd probably be sick of my face by now.

okay...its a wrap!

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