why so serious?

as i reflect on my current circumstances and the irony that shrouds the whole situation, i find myself trying to make sense of my decision. and to make sense of words of others. assumptions; they can be made blindly, based on surface information- hardly sufficient yet extremely dangerous.

sensitive toes. i seem to find myself stepping on them. when i try to avoid the poor trodden toe, i end up trodding on yet another one. and i wonder, is it clumsiness, or stupidity, or perhaps both? i dont know really. then i ask myself, is it my fault or perhaps i just need more space to walk around?

niceness is overrated. sometimes as some people i know think it is a sign of naiveness. sometimes i find it appaling as to why people just cant try to be nice to others? to string their sentences more politer and just let people be? or are these people so bitter they are only capable of spreading negativity? if so, then i want no part of it. if given a choice of being interesting and nasty or being nice and boring, then i'd rather be nice and boring thank you very much.

despite all this little snippets of negativity, i do get random moments which reminds me of the people that makes all the crap people i have to put up with; worth it.

like today, standing in front of the cashier at kfc. before paying the bill, i checked out the cashier's screen, and saw "hello, my name is maimunah", i suddenly thought of angelin's maimunah. my maimunah is serving me a kfc dinner plate.. i wonder if her maimunah is still being annoying?

why so serious you ask?
dunno, just felt like being serious. but let me try to make it up to you by putting a happy picture of me.


say hello to the future chefs adrian, malcolm, jac, alric (photographer). and me (the only non future chef here) at stevens, kemaman. we embarked on a very chinese trip to search for pork. (we had no pork for a month) sad to say the place serves no pork.

A WHOLE MONTH! =(

so actually we were just posing... trying to act happy about the lack of pork.

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