Tuesday, December 30, 2008

This is a community message:

Please usher in your new year in a sober state. Dont break your resolutions (at least not so soon.. on the first day, especially if your new year resolution is to drink less).

If you are going to countdowns, dont mind the jam there, dont mind the annoying human who is blocking your view during the fireworks, dont mind the people pushing you around in the crowd, dont mind the jam back, dont mind random people blaring their hons at you, and when you reach back home, dont mind that overenthusiastic neighbour (everyone has one in their neighbourhood) who will fire enough fireworks to keep you awake til 3am. Dont mind the sohai ah bengs who annoy you with their noise (talk loud, stereo loud, hair color louder). Last but not least, dont mind the mat rempits hollering happy new year at you as they ride pass your car (while you are stuck in the jam)

Ohmmm.
Happy New Year!

love, mk.
(I know a picture of myself is really unnecessary and totally unrelated but bear with me okay? :)

Ps: check this out. totally made my day more um interesting.

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Saturday, December 27, 2008

Storytime.

What was his story?

What is their story?

What will his story be like?

I always believed life is like a storybook- with each new page brings a new twist. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. Although there is hardly ever a situation where there is an equilibrium of good and bad hm :/

And like in books, we have chapters. Unlike books, there is no certain length as to how long a chapter is. Some chapters in our life lasts longer while some end swiftly....Sometimes we want to quickly finish that particular chapter which we arent fond of- and forget about it, sometimes we foresee the coming of a dreaded chapter- and wish that we can skip it and
sometimes we just want that particular chapter to last- and even if we'd moved on, we'd still cherish that chapter.

2008-----------| 2009
We are almost there.

So...What was your story? What is your story? What will be your story?

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Friday, December 26, 2008

Tired.

After years of tiptoeing around your goddamn fragile ego, countless hours patiently helping you out on your ridiculous dreams, of trying to develop the patience of the dalai lama + the pope + mother theresa all rolled into one, of trying to be supportive and optimistic about your ridiculous far fetched ideas by holding my tongue tight and keeping my cynicism in check, of trying to be filial by listening to you and failing at that-tried to be filial by listening to her about believing in you.

A moment of self realization- I totally fail at that now also.

Im tired. Sometimes I wonder if Im more of a son than a daughter. For once I want to be the daughter, the one to be protected. So? And Im tired of trying to make sense. And having to justify myself as to how I am actually making sense. It really irks me to have my level of maturity tested, questioned and compared against others.

I really dont wanna listen anymore.
I really dont wanna talk anymore.

I just wanna shut up and let you talk til you realize how long I have decided to shut up.

I am really tired.

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

This is the shortest post ever.

Selamat Hari Natal, Jangan Nakal!!!

Merry christmas people :)

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Monday, December 22, 2008

DOUBLE tag.

#Mandy's.

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
mandy

2.Your relationship with him/her is?
neighbour/ ex college mate

3.Your five impression of him/her?
studious. (sorry lah but its true)

4.The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
we went hunting together before.... house hunting, job hunting.

5.The most memorable thing she/he said to me?
I live in XX also!

which part?

XX

huh me too which road?

XX

AHH OMG you'rr my neighbour!!

yeah that conversation is classic.

6.If he/she became your lover you will?

freak. because becoming gay is not something i had planned.

7.If he/she become your lover,thing he/she has to improve on will be?

let me emphasize. i dont plan to go gay.

8.If he/she become your enemy,you will?

burn her house. since i know where it is anyway.


9.If he/she become your enemy,the reason will be?

.......

10.The most desired thing you want to do with him/her now?

let her drive me somewhere. i wanna see whether her driving skills have improved... :P

11.Your overall impression on him/her?
smart, strong, reliable.

12.How you think people around you will feel about you?
I hope they think good things about me.

13.The characters you love of yourself are?

I really dont like to fake who i am. But sometimes also terpaksa la.. kan thats life :/

14.On the contrary,the character you hate yourself are?

Serial procrastinator, indecisive at times, hardly on time and have a reallyyy lousy sense of direction.


15.The most ideal person you want to be is?

Just a happier contented me thats all.

16.For people who care and like you,say something to them..

^____________^ i lobe you.

haha damn retarded sorry.

17. 10 people.

1. aimee 2. angelin 3.miux 4. alan 5. denis 6.alric 7.yi pin 8.jolene 9. yee mun 10. jac

18.Who is no.6 having a relationship with?

I think he recently got himself attached to someone he was pursuing for 2 years. congrats! :)

19.Is no.9 a male or female?

Wanita.

20.If no.7 and 10 are together,will it be a good thing?

Bad. they'd have to be gay.

21.What is no.2 studying about?

Curtin australialand.

22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?

Now?

23.What kind of music band does no.8 like?

She has this thing for boybands. chinese korean japanese. but more to korean guys.. i mean music.

24.Does no.1 has any siblings?

A little brother who aint little anymore.

25.Will you woo no.3?

Mrwongmk? umm.... :P

26.How about no.7?

Yii piinn? haha we hardly spoke to each other in high school its only recently we talked lah.

27.Is no.4 single?

i think so...alan are you still single?

28.What is the surname of no.5?

Ku. Denisku.

29.What's the hobby of no.10?

Teaching people to say diuleh properly. diiiuleh.

30.Does no.5 and no.9 get along?

not very close...

31.Where is no.2 studying at?

...... pls refer to answer number 21 thank kyu.

32.Talk something casually about no.1

My kambing korban has more ee in her name than anyone else i know.

33.Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?

he's like a brother to me... we used to like to tell random people that we're siblings just to see how they react.

34.Where does no.9 live at?

KL

35.What colour does no.4 like?

alan what color do you like?

36.Are no.5 and no.1 best friends?

They dont know each other.

37.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?

=.=' What kind of tag is this?

38.What is no.6 doing now?

Relaxing at home I think.

# Daniel's

15 weird things about yourself.

1. People always tell me I look waaay different with specs/without specs. wtf ugly betty meh.

2. I walk kinda funny. Like a penguin.

3. I dont like people to touch my phone. I really really dont like it.

4. I like to sit and observe people in public transport. It calms me down.

5. I dont like shopping malls as much as a girl should.

6. Not having any coffee at home makes me nervous. I need coffee k.

7. I dont like bubble lifts.

8. I learnt to speak late. Before that, I was told I spoke in a weird lingo of my own.

9. People always think I am 23 years old :(

10. I sleep talk almost every night. Its gets on my old roommates nerves.

11. I always misplace things. everything.

12. Almost every time I try to go for a haircut, the shop always closes for some random reason. CONSPIRACY!

13. I learnt to say diuniaseng when i was 3 years old. awww.

14. I can write backward??

15. I never went clubbing before. Or have actually got really drunk. Yet I have worked in a bar. And can make stuff to make you drunk. So yeah, go figure.

Oh yeah.. I TAG NO ONE. But if you wanna do the tag.. go ahead.

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Sunday, December 21, 2008

Hair's long. Thoughts short.
Short sentences to sum up my current thoughts and happenings.

Certainly, there is alot of uncertainty.

Reunions and gatherings-awkward when everyone's just staring at their watch half the time.

No matter how you deny it, peer pressure does dictate some of the choices we make. And the actions we take.

I wanna kidnap the guitarist from this cafe in wangsa.

When I got lost the other day, I found something precious.

Talking when everyone is not listening requires thick skin and a huge ego.

I might be moving to Subang in Febuary.

Still wants to grab a backpack with a week's supply of clothes. And disappear to thailand for a few days. With no itinerary.


Always get told I look different. Yet I feel the same.

If the person's important enough, their one mistake can affect many.


I didnt know today is tong zhi. Totally forgotten. But I know christmas is in 4 days. Im chinese. And not christian.

And no, the picture above is not a clubbing picture. And I wasnt drunk. I am not that cool.


Told someone I was, and still am, rather nerdy. Person didnt believe.


I just realized this is a rather narcisstic post. Just count the number of "I"s.

=___________________=

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Tuesday, December 16, 2008

This is one beachy post.
You have been warned.



You know what, I take back on what I say about beach holidays.
I'll never get sick of the beach. Ever :D

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Friday, December 12, 2008

Its that time of the year again.

Today i received an sms from my uncle saying "pls if you are free pls join our christmas morning celebration at our church. gbu."

first thing i thought was how hard this is gonna be to turn down. why?
1. he's my uncle. my only uncle.
2. during my two years in college, he always offered me his place to stay in kl when i have no place to stay.
3. i turned down his invitation last christmas.
4. and the christmas before that. and before that.......and Easter.
5. but they are family. and i miss my cousin sis.
6. and, christmas food is the best. everyone knows THAT.

then i started to make a mental count as to

why i dont wanna go
1.gotta have to arrive in bukit jalil realllly early.
2.gotta listen to him try to play pastor.
3.gotta get asked all sorts of classic questions by him and auntie.
*what you up to? tell me everything. cgpa? gpa? part time job?
* do you have a boyfriend?
* are you seeing someone?
4.and lo behold they just might start dragging random church guys to introduce to me. i know them! unsubtly. in guise of um trying to get them to um help me raise my gpa or something like that. got nothing against church guys buttt its just embarassing k. fuck.
5.can i just make up an excuse. tell them that i am gay. or that im thinking of being a nun....
6.not to mention they will start asking me about my recent short term employment at cmed. and the reason behind my recent choice of profession. 7.and he might give me a golden rosary this year to go along with the golden bible he got me last year. and the normal bible he got me the year earlier. i swear all i get from him recently is bibles :/ he used to give me really cool electronics like disposable cameras, portable mini tv...

ok fine the man probably thinks i need salvation in the form of a higher unseen power.

and yeah, you might be wondering what does the gbu at the end of the message mean.
it means.... god bless you.


I suppose i'll have to start thinking of what dress to wear to church on christmas morning. I almost feel blessed. But then again, its christmas time again. Isnt too much to try to be nice to people you care about just for the sake of showing them how much you appreciate them. Just as long as they dont start trying to play oprah without your permission. Its okay. I can deal with this. I hope.


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Tuesday, December 09, 2008

Home.

Yesterday when I stepped out of the taxi, I stepped back into reality. I took a deep breath. And strangely enough, the smell of polluted air was comforting. very.

No matter how topsy turvy things are, or how they might eventually get to be.

I'm home. And for now, thats all that matters.
:)

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Sunday, December 07, 2008

At press time.

I've been typing weird posts which no one really understands. gosh, why do people even visit my blog. So today i shall be talking about things as of now.

Sunday, 6.39pm, dec7 2008: Sunday morning rain is falling. Sunday afternoon rain is falling. Sunday evening rain is falling. And probably Sunday night rain is also falling.

It rained the whole day yesterday as well.
Makes me wonder where all the water came from....

Anyway, Im in my roomies room using her laptop. The air cons on, its freaking cold. But its okay, I have hot milo.

Today has been a.. very interesting day. You know the saying that you'll never know what is bound to happen when you wake up? Rings true for today.

Lets see. I woke up in someone elses room. my roommate's aha dont worry shes a girl and shes in bali so thats why im in her room. her air con is really nice. mines kinda dead so yeah thats why im in her room. Then I went to the beach but it rained somemore. Vyonne called me from her office. Lucky bugger can call people for whole hours during weekends cause she can omg. She was asking me about christmas plans. Hm. DBUA1 people, hows sunway lagoon, bikinis and christmas hats sound to you?

Later, I got told I can leave back to kl and civilization and real normal people tomorrow. Which is good. I went back to my room to settle some things when I spied a bunch of monkeys havin a comfy time outside of my room. You'd think its a family reunion I sweear there were old monkeys, big fat ones, and little baby ones wtf. And they were all staring at me. And that bag of chocolate biscuits I happened to have in my hand.

Shit.

So i threw the chocolate biscuits and ran in the opposite direction.
happy to say the monkeys went after the biscuits and not me. Smart creatures.

Unfortunately, they liked the chocolates too much and unfortunately i left my balcony door ajar. they came in and kinda ransaked my room. robbed me of a few apples. entered my toilet... before i shooed them out. but then they scared the hell out of me. cause they were outside of my room for awhile, and thus i had to endure several hours of house arrest swt.

but i am okay. thats all that matters.

Um...besides that, yeah I just got a message in facebook from a woman called Judy who claims she knows my mom and dad. And from the information she had given me, that woman really knows my folks. I find it kinda amazing that a woman whom I cant remember seeing ever in my life remembers my name to search for me on facebook. after my 20 long years on earth. Apparently she has been trying to track the nomadic trails of my family for years lol. finally she striked jackpot.

my mom is lucky in that way. She has long time buddies. Unfortunately, they are always busy with their carriers or are stuck on the other parts of the world.

......

Later, the theme is pirates. Im planning to go for dinner tonight, because its my last night here. although it annoying as heck to have people think how awesome the life here is and how much you love things here. how contradictory.

They say life's a stage.
if you ask me, if that saying is true, then this is broadway.

But its okay. Im leaving, on a taxi, dont know when I'll be back again.
Then again probably never.

Thats another story... I wont go emo on you all. Not in this postlah. I am too emo for my own good for this few months. Too much has happened.

Anyway..gotta go, cant wait to see everyone back in kl :)

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