Wednesday, February 28, 2007



Confessions!- a tag

Myth:Tags are mainly crazy bunch of questions aimed at confining creativity usually started by bloggers with a writer's block
Fact: The myth above is true =p

Before I start this tag,I'd like to confess to surfing www.confession.com to check out the mad stuff people actually confessed doing. I confess I have a weird attraction towards black t-shirts, chocolate and I sleep after 3 am everyday during the holidays. Once, I went to sleep just when my sister woke up to go to school.

A Confession to people who have my msn
Current nickname: Please press the reset button on your life and reformat your personality

I confess I do not know where the reset button is.
Neither do I know how to reformat your personality.

So do not bloody ask me where is the reset button with the '=p' at the end of the sentence you dirty minded perverts!


SCHOOL CONFESSIONS
[x] Talked back to a teacher.
[x] Been kicked out of class. as well as been forced to stand for 2 whole periods facing the notice board, hair/ear been pulled by teacher... er. I should shuddup now..
[ ] Worn pajamas to school.
[ ] Had your tooth fall out at school.
[x] Gotten lost in your school. college!
[x] Broken the dress code in school.
[ ] Completely failed a test.
[x] Left class without asking.
[x] Missed a whole week of school. one whole month in primary one. Long story
[ ] Thrown up in school.
[ ] Been beat up at school.

HOME LIFE CONFESSIONS
[x] Argue with your parents a lot. quite
[ ] Argue with your brother(s) a lot. none
[x] Argue with your sister(s) a lot. sometimes
[x] Have your own room.
[x] Do your own laundry at college
[ ]Cook dinner once in a while.
[x] Are loud and obnoxious at home.rather
[x] Wear pyjamas when you are not going anywhere.: sometimes, almost the whole day. comfy wert
[x] You sleep in very long. depends
[ ] All you do is watch television.
[ ] Your parents are divorced.
[ ] your family makes you cry alot.
[x] One or both of your grandparents live with you.sometimes my grandma
[ ] You can't stand being with your parents

FRIEND CONFESSIONS
[ ] You currently dislike one or more of your friends.
[ ] You are jealous of one or more of your friends.
[ ] You have known a friend your whole life.
[ ] Your friends are all taller than you.
[ ] You have been ditched by a friend.
[x] You have memorized a friends phone number. before caller ids were invented
[x] You have lost/forgotten a friends phone number.I suck at remembering numbers
[ ] You have been to all of your friends houses.
[x]you love most of your friends.
[ ] You bite your nails.
[ ] You have an odd obsession with knives.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door closed.
[ ] You cannot sleep with the door open.
[x] There is at least one sound you cannot stand. people who crack their necks
[ ] You write stories about mad cannibalistic serial killers
[x] You are good at telling liesif I want to,yeah.but I hate telling lies. Prefer not to

LOVE CONFESSIONS
[ ]You currently like someone.
[ ] You want to kill one of your exes.
[ ]You can stay commited for an unusually long time.
[ ] You get bored of your crush/bf/gf easily.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called you a bitch before.
[ ] A crush/bf/gf has called youself-centered before.

PERSONAL OPINION CONFESSIONS
[x] You hate George Bush.
[x] Abortion is horrible and should be illegal.
[x] Gay marriage is fine by you.
[x] Boys make better friends than girls do. some.
[x] The beach is an excellent place for a date. the beach is an excellent place for ANYTHING
[ ] Pink is an ugly color.
[x] Needles aren't so horrible. they arent
[ ] Human flesh tastes like fine aged veal
[x]You have plenty of secrets. ay, a mysterious one, I am to strangers

HAVE YOU EVER CONFESSIONS
[x] Fallen up the stairs. up or down? both ways also got
[ ] Someone has tied your shoelaces together.
[x] Had a nail fall off. HALF a nail
[ ] Captured, Manipulated, or Destroyed a soul by Ars Falcis
[ ] Had surgery
[x] Slapped someone across the face.just playful slap
[ ] Killed someone.
[ ] Someone has called you a tease.
[ ] You have been to Europe.
[X] You have worn something inside out for a whole day underwear

PEOPLE TO TAG
Angelin
Aimee (give face put your name here, even though I know you dont do tags)
Yvonne
Yu Bin
Mei Wei
Elaine
And anyone who'd like to make confessions la!

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Monday, February 26, 2007



What would you do in the name of beauty?

Vanity. It is listed as one of the seven earthly sins. According to many-vanity also known as pride is considered as the original and the most serious of all the earthly sins(greed,lust,gluttony,sloth,anger and envy).

Its normal to be vain. Face it lah, we are all vain creatures. Lets not be hypocritical, and just accept the fact- WE ARE VAIN. Why the fuck would you have a mirror in your house if you arent? To deter bad spirits? What is the main reason we buy cameras? To take pictures of monkeys picking coconuts? nah. We buy them to take 21734974164 annoying pictures to post in friendster. Or our blogs.

Its normal. Really.
looking back at my old posts, I realised I have indeed become vainer lately. Dont worry, I SWEAR I wont go overboard. Besides, my vain-o-meter still havent reached the point where I start photoshoping every single picture of myself. Dammit,I am me, flaws and all.No freaking way am I hiding the fact that I am not perfect.

A little vanity wont kill. Probably will do us good anyway.
The question is:How far will you go to achieve perfection?

Today, I went to the dentist with my future going to be ex-roommate and coursemate wendy. Mei Wei had to go through the ordeal of having FOUR perfect teeth pulled out within a week just to get the braces on.GOODNESS. Not to mention it'll cost a freaking bomb. In the end of the day, her mouth has gone so numb she cant even close it.aduhai poor thing.

Okay, wearing braces and contact lense are just small ways which we choose to alter our image. No matter how inconvienient it might get sometimes, we'd go through the trouble for the sake of vanity.Nothing big. Just some small improvisation.

Plastic surgery. I have nothing against it. In fact I love watching Nip and Tuck. But then, when you see ancients like demi moore running around in a bikini and the only part of her that is moving is her HAIR, you know its a problem!


Demi to herself:"hair-check, bikini-check,implants-check"

Then this thing with girls and being fat. Most of us ARENT FAT OK? I know many pencil thin girls who think 50 something kg is FAT. Dears, 50 something kg is okay. Its normal! Being at fourty something kg like models is abnormal okay? Thats why most of them only develop boobs when they are pregnant!


Dear god, please make me abnormal. Being normal is just being fat. And I dont wanna be fat!

Body modification. A tattoo or two is fine. Go overboard and you'll look like your friendly neighbourhood ah long. However, my stupid going to be ex-housemate sent me an e-mail today of this so call fad called body implant that gives me the chills. Yeah, there are people in this world who have nothing better to do but put jewelery UNDER their skin.


omgwtf is wrong with her?!

The things people do to achieve what we perceive as beauty.
The ordeal and the pain we do in pursuit of ultimate perfection.
In the end, do you think its worth it?

Vanity is indeed oh so consuming.

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007


Of Rituals, Traditions and Pretty lights!

Rituals and traditions.
A ritual is a habitual or routined action which is carried out in a set matter.
A tradition is a continuous handling down of cultural practice and beliefs.


Thus,it is my family's ritual to carry on the tradition of visiting a temple every CNY =)

yes, picture above is me practicing the fine art of ang pow giving with Sam. No, I am not getting married anytime soon xy!

If we werent back in Taiping or Penang visiting relatives, my family members would habitually wake up late in the morning, say our greetings, eat a combo of breakfast and lunch before heading off to a temple in Seputeh.

Since last year though, we decided to visit Dong Zen temple which is convieniently located near to our house. Afterall, Banting is located just a mere 30 minutes away
from Klang.If you havent been there, you seriously should, even if you arent a buddhist.heck, I just saw two malay couples there, angmoh tourists and some Indian families

The place is beautiful.In fact, if you have been watching the news, or like me, half listening to it, you'd notice some local big shot officiated something there recently. It is even a tourist attraction with all the tour buses stopping there regularly.


Location: Jenjarom > Banting > Selangor

Not convienced? Here are some eye candy to support my hypothesis.

The pagoda


Main attraction this year: the 12 zodiacs somehow I cant find the cow -.-' click on image to see bigger size

"why did the rooster climb the roof?"

I look stupid. I need to stop being so vain. Focus on the pink bunny.

Lanterns are all made by kids with greeting cards attached to them. see the little card dangling under the lanterns?

This eleven year old kid wishes everyone happy chinese new year and all the best in their studies. aw...


No fucking idea what a Lumbini is. The place is full of little monks and flowers though. cute!

This statue of buddha moves! It kinda pops outta this lotus.. slowly.


One of the many halls


The main hall is so shiny..

Man to wishing tree: I wish for a pretty wife who will cook me 8 course meals everyday-every meal, 10 kids to start a football team,bill gates's paycheck,istana negara to live in, a whole fleet of lamborginis, a private jet...

dark againts the light.


The birds are like.. everywhere. Be sure to spot them!


The Dharma school with a rather interesting picture.Dunno why so many ppl like to take picture with the girl in the picture though

They even have a mini pasar malam set outside.Didnt bother to take pictures.
Weird vendors though.
There is one set up by the tax department just right opposite the temple. like yeah, people will come out of the temple and go.. "oh, I have sinned so much, from now onwards, I shall NEVER evade tax." wtf-ness!!

This entry is turning out to be longer than I have expected. If you have actually read so far without skipping a line or a picture, Kudos to you for reaching so far, give yourself a pat on your shoulder on my behalf. Thanks =)

goodnight and may you be blessed with 'quality' ang pows!!

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Saturday, February 17, 2007



Chinese New Year beckons

Everyone's favourite day is almost here!!!
no, its not valentines. Neither it is my birthday =p

CHINESE NEW YEAR IS ALMOST HERE!! YAy-ness!

Yes! Its the time of the year where all the aunties and uncles have the undeniable and compulsive urge to make everything as RED as possible and to disregard the very existence of black things. except our hair, well.. since you cant really do anything much about it since its stubbornly stuck there since you were born The time to stuff yourselves silly, get sick and then blame it on the good food, all in 24 hours.

Of course, thats not really why everyone love CNY right?
CNY is all about indulgence dammit.

What is CNY?
Read the rather confusing kata kunci like words below. Trust me, its rather worth it.
After all, its written by me =)

BEFORE:
clean. renovate. clean. clean. buy. paint. clean. clean. paint. buy. hang up red things. clean. hang up more red things. bake. cook. clean. bake. cook. steal ur moms cookies to eat. get scolding for eating cookies. buy. clean. cook. bake. cook. cook. clean. clean. clean AND hang up more red things.

DURING:
wake up. THEN wake up parents. say something cheesy but nice sounding. collect angpow. eat. drink. eat. go out. pray at temple. eat. drink. gamble. see relatives. smile. read out memorized cheesy speech. ang pows.thank yous. if you see some unknown relative who is staring creepily at you, smile back. shut up. try to look interested in the latest developments in your great-uncle's-second son's widow's (the one who remarried thrice)youngest-daughter's son is doing right now. eat and drink while smiling politely. eat. drink. Try to wrestle your bratty cousin sister who is trying to steal your spectacles (if you are wearing one). eat. drink. be prepared to answer classic questions like:

"how is college?"
"how are your grades?" GULP!
"What are your future plans?"
"Do you have a boyfriend?"


be prepared for some matchmaking by some old folks if you have answered "no" in the last question. If you've answered yes, congratulations, be ready to be bombarded by further questions such as "What is he/she studying/working/doing/what family do/how you guys met/is he/she a model/does she/he have an IQ of 160 above??

Such is the wonderment of keh pohness.
Remember, be sure to smile during the whole process.

Then the whole process continues. Situation may vary but this is the rough template of what to expect. Be prepared for sudden appearance of strangers who are actually related to you in some way. Or the emergence of a childhood playmate/relative who suddenly blossomed into a lee hom/Utt look-alike, thus making you feel sad that they are blood related, thus making them unobtainable as incest is widely frowned upon =( Be prepared to get compared to a relative/friend's kid who is of the same age range. From your grades/height/weight/looks/coco activities/interest/hairstyle/how your butts looks in a pair of jeans.. the possibilities are endless.

BE PREPARED. BE VERY PREPARED.

AFTER

get headache, sore throat and fever ALL AT THE SAME TIME. count your ang pow profits (be sure to minus/add the amount you have won/lost during gambling) and decide if it is enough to buy that latest handphone which cost as much as the GDP of a miniscule nation. take down red things . eat up the rest of the food/drinks.

THINGS TO ATTEMPT DURING CNY and (hopefully) GET AWAY WITH IT

1. Visit Uncle Lim tick. done that in form three already =P
2. Try to get your parents drunk.
3. Then ask them questions you have always wanted to ask them
ie: Were you a virgin when you married dad/mom?
What preventives do you guys use?
4. Try to get your siblings drunk. just for the sake of it
5. Dye your hair red and paint your nails black.
6. Wear ALL black on CNY and see how the folks will react.
7. Eat all the food prepared which is supposed to be for visitors.

** blogger will not be responsible for the consequences arising from the above suggestions as it is just a guideline she had written to amuse herself which most she'll probably will NEVER attempt in her whole lifetime. Besides, she already has the answer to the questions in number 3 =P AND NO, they werent drunk at that time.

Whether or not if you celebrate CNY on a huge or small scale,
(or, like someone I know-not at all)
whether times are good or trying,
whether you collect more ang pows this year or not,
whether you are rich or poor,
whether you are chinese or not...

I shall spare you all of the cheesy unoriginal greetings and wish you all..
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
Gong Xi Fa Chai!

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

In tune with cartoon
Illustrating is good for sleepless nights.

I was bored and desperate to find something to do.
Thats when I saw my adobe illustrator 10 sitting idlely on my desktop.
Then Inspiration stuck!
if I were a cartoon character, you'd see a lightbulb mysteriously popping out and lighting up beside my head

Yeah. You guessed it.
I decided to learn how to draw using illustrator.

Then had no idea what to draw.
So i surfed the net and found something interesting
Click!

Cool indeed huh?
intially, I experimented with pic of a rabbit.
Then decided it was more fun to do a cartoon potrait.
I based on the second picture in the slideshow.

The result:


For me,
Added some imaginary highlight.
And decided not to draw the dark cycles, the zits... winkles. =P
But ended up with a weird looking nose which highly resembles xiaxue's.
And a plastic smile more suitable on barbie dolls.
But damn lazy to edit anymore.
Mengantuk..


For mei wei,
I was tempted to give her a darker shade than me for her complexion.
Since she's always telling me to buy ICI paint to instead of Olay.
quote;"ICI paint more effective. Weather proof one better lagi!!"
T.T '''

But in the end decided it'd be nice to experiment with light colors.
Hers is pretty ok I suppose except the mouth. Its looks really... unusual

Then sent it to photoshop and added patterns from brushes as background.
All in all, it took me around 2 hours since it isnt really detailed.
But it was fun!

OMG!! Its almost five am!!
And I need to wake up to help with some painting.
And I still have one more bookshelf with my dearest storybooks to clean and rearrange tomorrow.. WAIT! NOT TOMORROW!TODAY!!

I need sleep...

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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

When comformity becomes too familiar, its time to randomize
Unplanned random thoughts and opinions written on a spur of a moment.


Valentines.
-A day?


A day dedicated to the celebration of love?
or of materiality?
A day when a stalk of rose is worth its price in gold.
When chocolates and teddies take center stage.

A day for rejoicing in the truimph of obtaining the elusive?
Revelling in the end of a chase?
A day of selflessness perhaps?
To understand.To care.To appreciate.Someone else besides yourself.

A day to start new beginnings.
Beginnings marked by naked bow yeilding babies named cupid.
Or a day to tie up endings, the might-have-beens and regrets.
then put on a brave smile and make hope your best friend.

A day when appreciation goes beyond words.
When borders are broken down.
Egos are put to rest along with pride.
Learn to understand the complexity of understated simplicity.

A day called valentines.
The day is today.
Happy Valentines everyone!

ps:
this is dedicated to all my friends,family and those who had played a major role in my life all along. Love you all =)

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Monday, February 12, 2007

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Eyes On Titiwangsa
A beautiful display of lights, cameras and action.

With the hype surrounding the latest addition to Tasik Titiwangsa, I was curious to visit it and see it for myself. okay, so I know it'll be stuck there for a year... but still..

So when Wendy asked me if I wanted go along with her to see it, I immediately jumped at the opportunity. like duh..I still cant drive! Besides that, the prospect of escaping to Sungai Wang aka lalaland before watching fireworks at night at Tasik Titiwangsa was too delicious to be missed. Good opportunities are not to be missed.So I dragged Pui Yan and Yu Bin along as well =P

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Whats there to do when you are not driving? Harass the driver!!

Didnt buy anything much at lalaland though, just that most of the clothes I see that day dont seem to be of my liking. Try as I may,I am unable to grasp the concept as to why there is a need to wear two or three layers of clothes in this sweltering malaysian weather

Armed with the information that the fireworks display would be at 10pm supplied by me. damn paiseh which turned out to be wrong, we only made it out of lalaland where woman of all ages are busy grabbing clothes like they are free.. scary! we escaped at around 9, only to find ourselves stuck in this terrible traffic jam. Totally eluded our recollection that it was a saturday.

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Who says KL hardly standstill?

We made it there eventually. So we squeezed ourselves amongst the couples, doting parents with crying babies, camwhores, hawkers, photographers, ah lians, ah bengs and dangerous aunties who dont UNDERSTAND the IDEA of LINING UP. Just because you are older doesnt mean you get to bang people aside to get ahead. siao! If our senior citizens cant even behave themselves, how do you expect the younger generation to act?? Sometimes, old people are so hypocritical.

I also noticed another thing. ALmost EVERYONE has a handphone camera now. Just go to any tourist area and you'll see people snapping away with their camera phones. I noticed alot of people using the motorola Rzar. Yeah so the whole scene is like taken from some sort of maxis advertorial, you know, with EVERYONE snapping photos at everything they see like they have infinite space on their handphone memory cards.Only few people actually used digicams including yours sincerely

The gigantic ferris wheel is so pretty illuminated against the starry night sky. So I snapped like mad.

Snap!
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Snap!
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From the inside
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We took sometime to snap at ourselves as well.
images are edited with photoshop to minimize the effects of shooting without flash. Yes, I was dumb enough to forget to set the flash on.

Take one!
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Take two!
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Take three!
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All together the ride is 12 minutes, $15 for adults the ferris wheel went 5 rounds. So technically thats $3 per round 0.o! $1.20 per minute... okay, I should stop counting.. $8 for kids/seniors/diabled and $100 bucks for the whole gondola with popcorn, dvd player..and godknowwatelse Ridiculous really, why would you wanna watch DVD when you can look at KL lights??

There are things for sale there as well, shiny glow in the dark sticks which kids love so much, flowers valentines ma and food. SUPER EXPENSIVE FOOD MIND YOU. A normal ice-cream cone is 3 bucks la wei!!

By the time me and wendy reached home, it was already almost 1.30 am. o.0!!
We were so blur we missed the klang junction and needed to do a U-turn at kesas.But altogether,it was a rather fun day.

Tiring yes. But fun =)
With an unexpected twist.

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Thursday, February 08, 2007

Baby Armani Mickey

A random fact: The above nickname is currently used as my nickname on msn. Yes, it sounds materialistic. And No, I do not fancy Armani. For one, I do not have enough money. Secondly, I find people who are slaves to certain brands are actually lacking in individualism.

I choose the nickname baby armani because of a certain magazine cover me,aimee,cy and xy show during one of own trips to MPH. Heck, the baby on the magazine cover was wearing ARMANI for crissake. So all of us were ranting about how unfair life is, how come a few months old baby gets to wear armani and we wear pasar malam stuff?? haha.. stupid really. Jealous of a baby

So yeah, today, I will post pictures of a baby who didnt wear armani, but instead wears pasar malam stuff thus making her hold a secret desire to be THE baby armani on the magazine cover many years later.

Yeah, I am taking about myself.
Here are my baby pictures =)


First steps


My susu putih sister and cuppuchino colored me


Yeah. I was a cheeky child


Me with a ridiculous looking ponytail with my mum
aint she hot?


Cheesy smile for a perfect shot.


Something my mom keeps to torture me with.
Yes, the shiny thing was used to decorate the christmas tree.
Do you know? Wedding dresses are actually made out of old curtains?


Poser betul


Daddy's little mickey


Serenity.

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Tuesday, February 06, 2007



Regarding of shifting of houses and holidays

Look out your window, do you see little kids running around happily? Happy couples holding hands? A cute puppy sleeping cosily amongst the bushes? A rainbow perhaps?

Neither do I, but heck, I am so happy that exams are finally over and that I am viewing the world temporarily mind you through rose colored glass.

Goodbye Semester two, with your dismiss, another semester of my college life is gone. You have been so trilling and so full of surprises. And yes, so fleeting.

Okay. Enough of so much deep stuff.

Today, I am going to blog about shifting houses.
Shifting houses can be tiring, frustrating and time consuming, especially if it is done in the TBR area. And especially if it is done by a choosy, picky, sometimes stubborn proud person who cant seem to accept people's help. aka me. So many people asked me to shift in with them. But for some damn reason I keep holding back. Until the last minute..Why? Am I being too untrusting? Or do I value my independence too much? I am scared of being alone but too proud to admit it. dammit. I am an idoit.

Yeah. I am shifting house. Today is the last day I sleep here. Yesterday was mei wei's last day. ISH. sounds like she died liao Yes, yesterday marked the last day we spent together as roommates.


I may look like a moron in this picture. Yet I like it so much.

Ok.. back to the topic. If you are a tarc student, there are alot of places you can call your humble abode. Here are some of the favourite places:

First, there is Taman Bunga Raya, the place where I am staying. It is located so close to tarc that even if you walk out of your house at the time your class starts, you'd still be able to reach the lecture hall in time to see the lecturer arrange his/her notes before starting a topic. frequently guilty as accused However, there is a price to pay for convienience,the living conditions are a bit.. how to put it? Dingy la. In addition, it is rather dangerous.Finding a comfortable room is as hard as looking for a needle in a haystack. According to my friends, TBR is a place for the lazy.

Then there is Wangsa Maju. Located nearby as well. On the upside, there is alot of things to eat. There is even a LRT station. On the other hand, it is rather dangerous. Then again, which part of KL aisnt?Therefore, many say wangsa maju is a place for the greedy.

Melati Utama is a place what people like to call, "ho tai min ho sek" (in cantonese:Nice to see but not nice to eat) The living conditions are simply amazing, reminding you of rental apartments, with gyms and swimming pools. Yes, there is even a guardhouse. borrowed word from angelin: shibby! However, there is almost nothing to eat there. My friends staying there survive on a diet of maggi mee and mamak food. Transportation is limited. Thus the saying that MU is the place for people who like glamour. if I have my own car, i'd probably live there. I am quite a pig, cant live without food for several hours

Genting Klang, according to many, is a place for rich AND greedy people. The rental is expensive and there are many shops. ALOT OF GLORIOUS FOOD. SERIOUSLY, name a local dish I can't find in Genting klang and I'd go vegetarian for a week. haha.. Mei Wei told me she'll grow fat after shifting there.. lets see la In addition,buses to many shopping malls frequently come.

In conclusion,

I still prefer TBR. Cause I am lazy and I that I am cincai.
I'd shift to Melati Utama if I had a car.even my concience tells me to dream on

Thus, I shall be shifting to TBR also next semester.
Same row, different house. lol

Gosh, I am missing home now.
A place I can eat like a pig without caring what time it is.
A place where I can blast music in my room without a care.
A place I do not need to worry about what to eat.
A place where I do not need to spend a single cent.

I miss the sofa.
I miss my dog.
I miss everything.

Thank god I will be going back later today =)
Home sweet home.

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Saturday, February 03, 2007

La misère aime la compagnie
Misery loves company.

Misery. It attacks suddenly and swiftly, with a speed that can leave a person feeling appalled and shocked.. but when you feel the first wave of misery, it is too late. It loves company and probably wont leave you alone for awhile.

Note: I am not feeling creative right now to think of words to despict my frustration with myself.Thus I shall resort to using some 'colorful' vocabulary. Note that you have been warned. Xy, you know what to do.. just replace the F words with damned/shit/dang. Whatever you please la

Today, I sat for my quantitative statistics paper actually, its just a fancy name for math. and I made a decision which is so stupid I feel like ramming my head against the hardest piece of concrete in college.Or the sturdiest angsana tree in TBR. Whichever applies. See which one I come upon first la..

I choose to do a question which takes up a hell alot of time.. with drastic implications. Took me almost 45 minutes. Fuck. I then realised that the answer is probably wrong. Double fuck. But without enough time on my hands, I had to resort to the Japanese kamikazi method. Sacrifice the question and continue with the next. Which I rushed through like mad which is most likely wrong as well. So yeah.. fuck again.

And you know what? I know that I KNOW how to do the paper. All I need is TIME to THINK.

Upon escaping the stuffy sport complex (the air con broke down), I was greeted by a most frustrating soul. Already I was ready to tear up the exam paper and burn it as an offering to my ancestors before flushing down the ashes in the foulest toilet bowl I can find in KL.

Then, SHE came upon me and started blabbing that she cant get an A. Ok, fine. Whatever. Let you vent your frustrations la. I was really too sad and too numb with shock to retaliate.

*ten minutes passed...*
AND she was still going on... and on

THATS IT. I was ready to scream.
I'll probably get a worst grade then you and I have to CONSOLE you?
Five minutes I understand.
More than that is just too painful for me to endure anymore.. Its like adding salt to the wound and THEN using sandpaper to rub it in.
So I ran. FAST.

Sometimes, I wonder why cant people be more understanding and just put themselves in other people's shoes. Do not compare your misery to mine. I do not appreciate it. It is totally insensitive.

Its like asking
A blind person if he can see things in his dreams.
A deaf person why he cant play a musical intrument.
A begger why he has to beg.

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posted by hiddenmcky at 4:46 PM 4 comments

Amusing myself

When I was young and my sister was still too little to play with me, I used to do weird things just to pass my time. For one, I used to take little toy cars apart, look at the parts, THEN arrange it back again. you know the ones they give free when you buy cheesedale? AND please dont ask me how the hell a young kid managed to get her hands on a screwdriver.IT is waaay beyond my comprehention...

Dont worry, I grown out of the habit of demolishing cars liao thank god. Thank god even more that I have not progressed to the stage of demolishing the real thing =P

So while looking at enid's blog, I saw the myheritage celebrity look-alike collage and decided to try it. Although I had already known the existance of this website a looong time ago You guys should seriously try this. Damn amusing.

Here is my result.


JOLIN TSAI!!! hahahahaha.......

For boredom sake, i downloaded a picture of paris hilton to see if this thing is acurate or not..

GUESS WHAT?

I wonder why 3% difference?

Decided to play this by using a picture of my dog..

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DANG! I was hoping my sam is 3% more Paris Hilton than Paris Hilton herself. After all, she IS a bitch.

Btw, I learned how to use the print screen control today for this post! ~woo! Who said blogging is a waste of time?

So with my new found skill, I decided to amuse myself more by capturing images of my pretty vista-themed desktop =) Pretty~

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HAHA! the things I do to amuse myself.

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posted by hiddenmcky at 2:03 AM 2 comments